Yet Another Moment to Reflect

So Much has happened these past years, there have been so many changes, so much to share with most of it kept within. Since the last months of 2009, life has graced all the experiences I had longed for, both triumph and necessary defeat. All in the name of Love. What is Love? The question remains. Other questions too have sprung forth from that one source. Some answers as well... Some seemingly absolutes such as the moment is the only place of truth, the one locale that delusion-my one final fear- cannot reach. The past does not exist and the future is but mere concept. Love being the essence that drives all of life, fills every sense organ and receptor site with the fragrance of reality. Returning to the shelter of Beauty, over and over she has welcomed me back to her warmth and compassion. Today I am in an apartment with a partner who reflects my very self… in every way I have prayed to be. Obstacle after obstacle provided by request not so easily negotiated as commitments can be made. A-can-do attitude requires nothing less. Today, I find myself the same, as always, and still longing to understand more. Right Desire is of utmost concern. Here and now is where I have craved to adventure. I find it the most challenging. But why the challenge? Such a strange paradigm to function by… Change is the only constant. Change is the only thing I can verify and count on. I vow to be the change I wish to see, to hear, to receive, to smell, I vow to embody the change I wish to Be. Today I vow, once again, to be that change here and now, the present moment, emanating from the heart within. For the sake of Love alone.